Ini pun post dr blog lagi satu jugak. copy paste here okeh. hehe. more to cut and paste kot. :)
Published on
3/1/14 8:47 AM
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hari ni gelap dua bulan ak couple dgn wan. ak xtau ap pasaan ak saat ni.
kadang2, ak rasa mcm ak da knal lame dgn wan. rase mcm da sebati dgn die. mcm hidup ak dgn die, adalah satu. rase mcm die mmg dah jadik milik ak, hak mutlak ak.
but, kadang2 gak, ak rase mcm ak baru sgt knal die. die adalah lelaki yg baru ak knal, baru muncul dlm hidup ak. ak ad rasa kekok, malu and rasa mcm tak brapa yakin and tertanya2 ap dia rasa ttg ak.
entahla. pasaan selesa akn muncul bila layanan wan wat ak rasa sgt disayangi and diberi seluruh perhatian dan kasih syg. pasaan kekok lak akn muncul bila wan xambil peduli hati ak, bila wan tak tunjuk kasih syg utk ak.
ak tau, ak dlm fasa nak bendera merah. so, hati ak sgt cepat terasa. tapi ya. ak mmg terasa hati dgn dia semalam.
byk benda yg wat ak trasa hati. tp ak xnk bersuara. ak xnk die ckp ak kuat merungut. so biarlah.
kalau die syg ak, die nak ak.. maka die yg akn carik ak, die yg akn bg perhatian pd ak and die gak yg akn tunjuk kasih syg die pd ak.
but if not, then i shall know what is the next step that i should take, despite its a painful decision to make.
to u, mohd ridzuan ali rahman, i do love u. and i do wanna marry u. pls be loyal to me. thats all im asking from u. i know u are, but i just need to say it again, to show u how important it is to me.
i love u so much, and i wont break your heart and i hope u wont break mine.
walau saat ni hati ak tgh tunggang langgang, but im still gonna say this,,
Happy 2nd month anniversary, my other half. ❤
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